Odamari!

I apologize.

I haven’t been sleeping well, at all, ever since I moved into my new home in Gonzales Compound. Well, even then, I haven’t been sleeping well because of reasons, usually work related ones. It’s nothing to write home about, really, but today I feel multiple burdens cast upon me.

I have to finish a lot of things, and for that reason, I’m writing here. As you know already, I like to procrastinate. Very much. Pretty much everytime. I have no idea why, but I like it. It makes me feel comfortable. It releases stress. Well, I think it does. But sometimes all it does is delay stress. Which is not good, really.

So what do I do? Well, I drink. Around two or three bottles of beer. And get drunk, big time. Then procrastinate again. Ah, life is good. Well, not really. To add insult to injury, these emotional episodes is starting again. Times like this, I really want to get away. But I can’t. I have to graduate. I have to graduate soon, at least.

A restless sigh. That is all I can give. What else can I do? Nothing. Probably sleep on it. It depends. It depends on a lot of things.

But then again. Nothing.